Fantasies about our doorman…

I moved into a new house a couple of months ago and every single day I have fantasies about our doorman. Every time when I come home from work, I flash him a shy smile. I always try to catch his eye. I know that I’m quite pretty, men adore me, but he can have a girlfriend. I didn’t see a ring on his finger, so I’m sure he’s not married.

And I have crazy fantasies about this man… I want him to come knock on my door late at night, use his master key and… start mawing me. He looks so reserved and innocent in real life, but in my fantasies he’s completely different))

I don’t know what to do now, I’m so obsessed with this man. I don’t have a long-standing partner, so my conscience is clear. But something stops me. Everything is fine with my self-esteem, but I just can’t accost him. I think I’m just afraid to be disappointed. Because sometimes fantasies are so much better than reality.